low point of my life.

Im feeling quite down and moody these 2 days..

Disheartened...
Loss of hope...
School haiz...
Maybe god is really fair..making me a nice person..but trading off my ability in academics..
I dont have high expectations like others, whom mourn n groan just cos they dont get a grade A.
i put in effort like others but dont get e same results.
Yes, results r not everything but hell, now that we are students, its everything.
Really feel upset..It affects me on the whole totally.

Sigh..
But i dont wish it to continue it this way.
Keep giving your very best..
If not for alvie i will have fall into depression and give up all hope.
It's really difficult to pull through difficult times alone..
But sometimes when im so down, i just reject all help.

I should learn to start liking what im doing in school...

Sigh...


The plus and negative point abt life is tt it doesnt repeat itself and dont allow you to repeat it too..