lots of thanks

Phew.. i had a nightmare.. big things all smashing me.. trying to escape.. monsters around..EEK

YES! i got the strength that i need.. from myself.. from caring friends whom talked to me or tagged on me like Asthee, Lee, Xueling, Mer, Gracie, Kie, Coco n lots more who adviced me.. Alvie had been by my side tryin to make me feel better too.. I was so lost and weak that i even went to talk to my FT prof about aims in life etc.
Really appreciate what you guys did..without friends or family..one is nothing..and hardly can make it. Love is still around!!

Im affected by what ppl think about me etc tts y tt incident sort of disturbed me. Being upset doesnt mean angry. Im not angry at her..just bewildered whats wrong..

If People dont give themselves a chance to see what is in me, i give myself a chance to show them what they could have seen..Stella dont bear grudges, unless i really dislike someone in the first place, i will still talk to them... moreover its in a clique. I enjoy the fun i get from my SMU gang.. so yup.. still wil be the Stelly they know despite all this.

The event i had been planning for is coming.. Next Friday.. i can foresee nxt week being a stressful n busy week. But im glad my baby will be seen soon.. Corina & Ling~! lets rock the town with our long planned program.. Hope it be successful & enjoyable.. SMU students Come by and sit in if u r free~ theres free food too!! haha..

P.S Gracie im glad we hang out tog oso even for tt short period!! miss u too...muack! hee..c ya nxt week n tink what we gonna do for halloween!!
Lee... thanks for the words of wisdom and comfort..=)