Sigh... It's frustrating... Every single night, after i am back from Paris, i am dreaming about the same gang of friends of Paris travelling together... repeating our competition days back in Paris... and also travelling to different places together... anywhere BUT Singapore... Urgh... It can be quite scary... it's like i am trapped in this predicament... cant get myself out of it... I need a proper closure for this... and i am not motivated as i am compared to last sem... muy mal...

Sigh... how how how... cant imagine if i go for exchange... the mentality will surely be different.. that is why some people advised going on our last sem... Suramerica?

Time to face the reality... time to regain my composure... time to kick some ass... but... ... ...